When I was a child, my father taught me about manifestation, and I was introduced to transcendental meditation before I was ten. Those early experiences shaped how I saw the world — and stayed with me.
But even with that foundation, life wasn't easy. By the time I was a teenager, I struggled with depression, self-doubt, and a deep sadness I couldn't explain. After high school, I tried to escape through partying, drinking, and distractions — until, at twenty, something shifted.
After a routine surgery, I woke up feeling like I didn't want to be here anymore. It was a turning point. I withdrew from my old life and turned inward — studying spirituality, practicing meditation, and searching for something real.
During that time, I had a powerful experience that changed me: I saw through the surface of life and touched something infinite inside myself — a sense of peace, connection, and wholeness that I had never known before.
This led me on a long journey: traveling to India, spending years with my teacher, planting trees in the forests of Sweden, and living close to the earth. At twenty-six, I took another leap — buying a farm and retreat center in South Africa with a partner.
But instead of the peace I was seeking, I found deep isolation, burnout, and eventually a mental and emotional breakdown. I left it all behind with nothing but a backpack — starting over once again.
In Australia, I rebuilt my life — starting a tech company for tree planting, finding love again, and continuing deep inner work through plant medicine and ceremony. But despite all the outer success, a deeper part of me was still running from the real work inside.
Then, within a short span, life dismantled everything I had built: I lost my company, my closest friends drifted away, my relationship ended, my spiritual teacher passed away, and I lost much of my financial stability.
But this time was different. I didn't resist it. I faced it all — openly, consciously, and with as much love as I could.
Out of that time, something deeper was born — a way of living and seeing that wasn't based on chasing or escaping anything. It was a simple recognition: we are already whole, already connected, already part of something sacred.
This is where MOS began to truly take form. Not as a business idea, but as a natural expression of what I had lived through — a way to help others navigate their own challenges, awaken to their true nature, and live from a place of purpose, connection, and freedom.
Today, MOS is my work and my offering. It's the path I walk, and the way I serve — helping people remember who they really are, and create lives that reflect that truth.
